The Lenski File
Roussan Publishers, October 2000
The world I am in now cannot be interrupted. It is filled with
poetry and Tad.
I am no longer the childlike Slava of Montreal, or
the struggling Elizabeth at boarding school in Victoria. I feel
changed in a way I don't understand. Tad seems a little detached
at times and I feel insecure about his feelings for me. Adam,
from this vantage point, is but a pin on the map of my life.
Joshua is still there, like a sunflower in my grandfather's
garden that I loved but that now only exists in memory.
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